Byron Bay Bluesfest 2006 to Brisbane and beyond...
I've decided to reassess life in the past 2 weeks... this trip has gone beyond the point of seeing the sights and getting a photo. Staying in byron wasn't about sightseeing, and the past 2 weeks have just been pretty relaxed. All i've really done is just go surfing or chilling on the beach or playing guitar or thinking. So i am going to take a departure from the previous blog posts, after all the title and purpose of this whole thing is called "no evasion of reality". This is off the bat, here goes...
Never have I spent 5 days of my life having such a continuously great time whilst feeling privileged and completely inspired. The Byron Bay East Coast Blues and Roots Festival surpassed all expectations that I had. It represented a complete freedom to open my mind to every style and variety of music I could physically make it round to and just listen and take it all in. Live music has always been important to me, but i realised that i actually had an identity there i fitted in... i was a real "muso". Years ago i would never believe i would be standing listening to such a wide variety (and i mean wide from rock to gospel and everything in between) and finding it so captivating. There were a whole bunch of artists that were personal favorites I had planned to see, who were all awesome, ranging to those I'd vaguely heard of to those that were complete "finds". It is such a liberating experience to be able to freely wonder around and catch 4 different artists all at the same time. I spent the vast majority of the festival running back and forth not wanting to miss anything. Each day we'd get home at 1am and then be back at the festival for before 12 noon the next day. I would literally be running to the bus each morning. In full I saw bernard fanning (very good), the black keys (if you like 'the stripes' you'll love em), carus and the true believers (twice - this was an amazing gig, full of energy but during one of his solo acoustic songs a guy in the audience had arranged to ask his girlfriend to marry him, she said yes, and when she did the atmosphere was electric everyone cheered, it was one of those special moments you'll always remember. The photo was taken just at that time.), pete murray (twice), tristan prettyman (twice) (Who I also got to meet - more about her below...), michael franti (who i saw more times than dale that weekend), india arie, jamie cullum, david grey, xavier rudd, sarah mcleod (twice) her songs rock, donavon frankenreiter (Who I got to meet after his show. I'd met him before but he was really genuinely cool and was actually thanking me for going to his Abbey Road gig last year!! in between me thanking him for doing it), bob geldof, beth orton, cat empire, christine anu, kieran murphy, the blind boys of alabama (absolutely amazing), damian marley, the sparrows, the vasco era (if you like 'the stripes' but not their wierd stuff you'll love em), jodi martin, martha wainwright (good hussle), mia dyson, rodrigo y gabriela, cornerstone roots, the greencards, eddi reader, jackson brown (amazing voice) and david lindley, slightly stoopid and hilltop hoods.
I'd go as far to say that the festival has represented a landmark in my life. An experience like this has made me realise how important really going for your goals and being true to yourself is. I got to see all these artists that would range from complete megastars to just one unknown person and their guitar, but they were expressing themselves and people were listening and enjoying it. Also, each day Coke had this tiny tent where a well known artist would do a gig to an audience of 100, that they would record for TV, before their main festival set and you'd have to sign up for a draw to get in. I managed to blag my way in every day! I saw Pete Murray, Xavier Rudd and Sarah Mclead 'close up' who were all fairly massive stars and realised that all that separated them from the unknowns was time, hard work and a bit of luck. For many years I've always wanted to do something with my music but for one reason or another (excuses) I've never got my shizzle together. I've found the change of scenery and generally being away very inspirational and it has been very conducive to creativity. Right from the start, staying with Fiona and family where artistic ability and creativity are very much encouraged, to being completely alone walking around a large city having complete freedom to do whatever you want at any time of the day to travelling with Dale where we'll talk frankly and literally about life, love and stuff, through to the festival which is all about artistic expression. I've been working on a number of songs since being here, which I think are sounding pretty cool, and I really plan to do something with them when I get back home. I had plans to buy a new guitar over here, but due to money looking very bleak had brief second thoughts, but after the festival I realise that this is about the only thing in my life that I feel that passionate about to follow through with. Being truthful with myself, i have to follow my heart and get out there and give it a bloody good go. I have actually seen a singer songwriter called Carus 6 times since being in Oz, 3 times in Perth supporting John Butler and 2 times at the festival and at another show in Brisbane. He also plays with a band, The True Believers, and apart from having great music is a real 'performer', he has such a great stage prescence, real energy. I got to speak to him at one of the gigs and he was really stoked that I had seen him all those times and was so into it. He said I just gotta get out there, which i already knew. So I realise I've got to get the new guitar, its going on the credit card for the moment and I'll earn the money to pay for it when I get back. I figure I may even appreciate it even more afterwards. Creativity is a strange thing, the most random day, event or experience will just suddenly grab you and you just have to grab the guitar and a pen. It can come and go so quickly, it can't be forced. Its a strange intangible which is the ultimate form of expression in my opinion. I have written songs before coming away but I feel that being away has really enabled me to embrace what i am feeling, take an idea and turn it into something, its like I have embraced that process of expression. I want to become a better, really good songwriter, I plan to attend some song writing workshops and also get some vocal coaching. I have to actually and physically go for what I feel I owe to myself I realise... especially at an age where i still have the time. Even if its just supplemental at least i'm living the dream.... you know? All i need is a little help and support from friends and family, and i want you all down to hear me! Anyway, after the festival time was up in Byron and it was time to leave for Brisbane. I had plans to stay with an old work friend from the UK that had moved out to one of the outer suburbs of Brisbane a couple of years ago, and it would be bliss to get out of a hostel for a few days.
However, not all was perfect during this time. Add to that mix feelings of a love interest that will (probably) never be to really stuff things up! Basically there is a female solo artist from San Diego in the US, called Tristan Prettyman, who was at the festival. She is not that generally well known just yet, except in parts of the USA. I have always really liked her music for many years and have watched her success grow but seeing her twice at the festival, then at her own gig later in Brisbane and meeting her a couple of times really made me realise how much I like her too. She is also 23 and into music, surfing, etc - I think she is gonna be a massive star, super talanted, etc and I really feel like the people I really like are the ones that are always out of my grasp, unobtainable. I don't really want to go into it too much but its actually a tough thing. Anyway, she did a show in Brisbane, the night after I arrived, in a really small lounge type bar, completely acoustic, Carus was supporting, it was a great show and with some of the drunken banter from a drunken girl in the audience, very funny. It was like being in a living room.
(the perfect couple? i wish!)
I did manage to speak to her for a short while after the gig about stuff like music, the festival, Oz and surfing but there were a load of others that were also queuing. I spoke to her later when they had all gone but stuffed it up and it was also so late and stuff. Maybe one day... So i then also missed my train, which i think was sort of meant to be, then went back in had a really cool chat with Jen, her percussion girl about all of the music/creative thing/travelling alone thing. I've just been meeting so many cool and interesting people and its great to take in what they have to say. So anyway after her brief stint in Oz, hearing all about her surfing in byron and the rest, Trizzy is off back to the States by now...
I have also recently realised how unimportant education is in ones pursuit to be a happy person. We spend our lives marching to the beat of society, needing qualifications and degrees to get jobs, etc. When its the people without these formal qualifications that are often the ones with the real knowledge of the world and the educated outside-of-the-box opinions and knowledge of the world in practice. These people are the ones who make a difference, are unique, rather than being just another carbon stamp of everyone else. I thought about it and it seems that there are only really 3 things that are really important in life - family and friendship, love and following your dreams, i suppose this is what equals happiness...?
So I've now made it to Brisbane and, although i thought i had one, I'm not quite sure what the plan really is. At the moment I am looking to cut my trip in Australia short in order to make it over to the USA and travel the West Coast (San Francisco to San Diego) and New York at the very least. Travelling is a strange mix. Sometimes part of me wants to go home, and part of me wants to keep going. I like the routine i get into at home but on the road there is nothing, no plan. Anyone that knows me will know that I always have to have a plan or know what the plan is. Here everything gets completely turned upside down. But then every so often i get used to just going with the flow, routine is a foreign word.. but I know that when the moment comes when i pull up the driveway at home. I will be out of this bubble, and next thing i know i'm sitting on the edge of my bed. bored. Don't worry i am not on my way back! just writing what comes up, but i am really excited of the prospect of getting to the US, as i love the country. In the meantime however, i am registering with agency's and stuff to find work here in Brisbane and getting interviews. Hopefully, something will come up soon or I'll begin to figure out what the plan is... finally.
p.s: I would really recommend tracking down these artists mentioned above and checking them out, they all have websites. Some others i have been listening to recently are corinne baily rae (who i hear is blowing up in the UK which is great), ryan adams, john mayer, ani difranco, the white buffalo, lior and a US band called butterfly stitch (who's cd i was kindly given by jen lowe who plays percussion with tristan. Its her own band and they kick ass) - check them out!